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Day 380
Yay I have Christmas break now.
day 427
HUNTER × HUNTER
2022年1月より
日テレAnichu枠にて
毎週水曜25時59分から
(火曜の夜中)
「選挙編」
放送開始。
Skull Morning #8/#31: 💀🎅❄ (For aiming to be 2 years clean of cutting my wrists as self-harm from my traumas).
Listening to H×H Band daily for the next 360 days.
Konnichiwa Otakus!
Please pardon me for irritating you like this on a daily basis whenever you listen to your music as I know you may think I am manipulating you for my trauma which I clearly don’t do but just need to get things out of my system.
I’m currently 1 year clean of cutting my wrists as self-harm since the day before my birthday on December 9. as I have been humiliated, told I’m a man-child, & even retarded due to my high-functioning autism, social anxiety / generalized anxiety, & ptsd.
Normally, I listen to Naruto to Kill La Kill & Demon Slayer, & even Soul Eater in peace of thought whenever I leave out of the house daily before it gotten cold but with all the hate being encouraged about me online, I lost the spirit and energy to do so.
Not only I have agoraphobia but also not having any friends whatsoever as people give me smirky looks for having a mental illness let alone being out alone in public as I’m an introvert along dressing in geeky animes outfits.
I also had the courage to talk to a cute yet (TALL) 6’5 19 year old feminine boy from Massachusetts that had a Portugal Flag in his room I liked talking to on Snapchat from Omegle as I told him about my trust issues along being a rape victim and being really ugly and sadly, he BLOCKED me when he asked for a face photo of me. He even was supportive of my navel fetish as he even asked what fetishes I have and felt so guilty yet gloomy that I am not desired of anyone’s friendship let alone platonic connection.
I HAVE A WEAK HEART FOR REJECTION ANTHONY AND YOU MADE ME NOT WANT TO TRUST ANOTHER BOY AGAIN!
I also have been bullied on by a handful of people from a German (Detusch) music video I enjoy listening to daily by NENA named 99 Balloons and was told to snap out over my clinical depression and been seen as crazy for being 1 year clean.
I am just done of holding these strong feelings as they make me want to snap on the ones that yelled & or bullied me for not having any friends as I don’t have anyone and didn’t want to put any pressure on telling my mother about this of course as it’s better off snapping at a stranger that pushed me off the edge.
I’m also a mental hospital patient survivor & rape survivor and thought I can share that as well as being Homo AroAce.
Please don’t tell me “go see a therapist, go to a football or book club” to “talk to someone” or “it will get better” as I hear them constantly and I wouldn’t be like this as I didn’t choose to be mentally ill.
Once again, please pardon me for copying ’n’ pasting this comment daily as spam as it’s a reminder of Skully to stay alive daily without feeling the globe is too dark to live in out of loneliness and just want to LIVE!
Just like Robin from One Piece crying out her feelings as Luffy and the Straw Hats safe her from Ennies Lobby.
However, I feel it’s too late for anyone to save me from this eternal darkness as my clinical depression is too powerful for anyone to break through its dark aurora as it will affect you too of becoming depressed.
Just call me Depressed Skully as that’s who I am and I will never feel any joy when 2022 arrives during New Years’ Day as I most likely not be here.
*PS:* I can’t forgive the people back in Freshman Year of High School (That means you Ricardo Lopez) that bullied me for being Gay and acts Gay around his Straight friends and is one of the most popular kids in school.
I have paranoia of people (Anthropophobia) due to all the constant cyberbullying of false rumors about me on Discord to being seen as a Brownie meme of my face being inside a baby’s body and told I was an ugly monkey for being Black. I refuse to reply comments as I’m too traumatized to unless it’s a kindhearted comment which I most likely won’t bother reading as I get paranoid getting a notification from anyone.
*PSS:* A lot of people don’t believe what I go through and I totally acknowledge that as I can’t nor want to make you believe me as that’s YouTube for you.
I’m such a mistake for breathing Oxygen (O2) as I feel someone should take over my position to live a happy yet healthy life.
Other than that, please don’t let my daily spammy comment interfere with your day as you don’t even know who I am nor will you know who I am as I decided to stay anonymous and unreveal my face to protect my identity.
Please have a warm morning of having your heater on Low if you live in a warm desert climate like I do so you won’t freeze and to not let your toasty morning be ruined by me. 👐♨👐
*I JUST WANT TO BE ALIVE FOR 2022!!*
– Love, Skully 💀
Mon. Dec. 20. 2021 @ 9:40am.
day 428
Day 14 after 11 months lol
😭
Day 381
I watched the new Spiderman movie and loved it.
“That person and that moment” 😢💔💚
This ending is from another word
The second part of this song is wow
Hunter x Hunter Ending Music
Day 238 & 239 Finally. I rest. A step closer to finishing my degree
Skull Morning #21/#31: 💀🎅❄ (For aiming to be 2 years clean of cutting my wrists as self-harm from my traumas).
Listening to H×H daily ‘til New Years’ Day! 🎊🎆🎈
Konnichiwa Otakus!
I hope to Buddha your December is going well so far along being toasty like toaster struddles underneath your blanket sheets to stay warm as Christmas is near. 👐♨👐
Also, HAPPY FIRST DAY OF WINTER! ⛄
– Love, Skully 💀
Dec. 21st. 2021 @ 1:38pm.
day 429
Day 382
I always remember to comment here but I’m too lazy to, so I end up commenting at 1am.
Day 223: Anneyong saeyong?
Day 12037 :
I’m just on day 1 lmao
Dias 65-68
lets all hope that hxh is coming back like bleach in 2022