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Day 222: 🐛
Skull Morning #5/#365: 💀🎅❄ (For aiming to be 2 years clean of cutting my wrists as self-harm from my traumas).
Listening to H×H Band Neverland daily for the next 360 days.
Konnichiwa Otakus!
Please pardon me for irritating you like this on a daily basis whenever you listen to your music as I know you may think I am manipulating you for my trauma which I clearly don’t do but just need to get things out of my system.
I’m currently 1 year clean of cutting my wrists as self-harm since the day before my birthday on December 9. as I have been humiliated, told I’m a man-child, & even retarded due to my high-functioning autism, social anxiety / generalized anxiety, & ptsd.
Normally, I listen to Naruto to Kill La Kill & Demon Slayer, & even Soul Eater in peace of thought whenever I leave out of the house daily before it gotten cold but with all the hate being encouraged about me online, I lost the spirit and energy to do so.
Not only I have agoraphobia but also not having any friends whatsoever as people give me smirky looks for having a mental illness let alone being out alone in public as I’m an introvert along dressing in geeky animes outfits.
I also had the courage to talk to a cute yet (TALL) 6’5 19 year old feminine boy from Massachusetts that had a Portugal Flag in his room I liked talking to on Snapchat from Omegle as I told him about my trust issues along being a rape victim and being really ugly and sadly, he BLOCKED me when he asked for a face photo of me. He even was supportive of my navel fetish as he even asked what fetishes I have and felt so guilty yet gloomy that I am not desired of anyone’s friendship let alone platonic connection.
I HAVE A WEAK HEART FOR REJECTION ANTHONY AND YOU MADE ME NOT WANT TO TRUST ANOTHER BOY AGAIN!
I also have been bullied on by a handful of people from a German (Detusch) music video I enjoy listening to daily by NENA named 99 Balloons and was told to snap out over my clinical depression and been seen as crazy for being 1 year clean.
I am just done of holding these strong feelings as they make me want to snap on the ones that yelled & or bullied me for not having any friends as I don’t have anyone and didn’t want to put any pressure on telling my mother about this of course as it’s better off snapping at a stranger that pushed me off the edge.
I’m also a mental hospital patient survivor & rape survivor and thought I can share that as well as being Homo AroAce.
Please don’t tell me “go see a therapist, go to a football or book club” to “talk to someone” or “it will get better” as I hear them constantly and I wouldn’t be like this as I didn’t choose to be mentally ill.
Once again, please pardon me for copying ’n’ pasting this comment daily as spam as it’s a reminder of Skully to stay alive daily without feeling the globe is too dark to live in out of loneliness and just want to LIVE!
Just like Robin from One Piece crying out her feelings as Luffy and the Straw Hats safe her from Ennies Lobby.
However, I feel it’s too late for anyone to save me from this eternal darkness as my clinical depression is too powerful for anyone to break through its dark aurora as it will affect you too of becoming depressed.
Just call me Depressed Skully as that’s who I am and I will never feel any joy when 2022 arrives during New Years’ Day as I most likely not be here.
*PS:* I can’t forgive the people back in Freshman Year of High School (That means you Ricardo Lopez) that bullied me for being Gay and acts Gay around his Straight friends and is one of the most popular kids in school.
I have paranoia of people (Anthropophobia) due to all the constant cyberbullying of false rumors about me on Discord to being seen as a Brownie meme of my face being inside a baby’s body and told I was an ugly monkey for being Black. I refuse to reply comments as I’m too traumatized to unless it’s a kindhearted comment which I most likely won’t bother reading as I get paranoid getting a notification from anyone.
*PSS:* A lot of people don’t believe what I go through and I totally acknowledge that as I can’t nor want to make you believe me as that’s YouTube for you.
I’m such a mistake for breathing Oxygen (O2) as I feel someone should take over my position to live a happy yet healthy life.
Other than that, please don’t let my daily spammy comment interfere with your day as you don’t even know who I am nor will you know who I am as I decided to stay anonymous and unreveal my face to protect my identity.
– Love, Skully 💀
Fri. Dec. 17. 2021 @ 9:00am.
Everyone’s talking about how it makes them sad etc but this is why I’m gay
day 425
Someone: *Dies*
This song:
Por qué esta canción no está en Apple Music o Spotify? 👀
The fact that none of their songs are on spotify…💔💔💔
WERE CAN I LISTEN OTHER THAN YOUTUBE
day 426
Why BTS ?? and not these japanese angels of music!!!
Skull Morning #6/#365: 💀🎅❄ (For aiming to be 2 years clean of cutting my wrists as self-harm from my traumas).
Listening to H×H Band daily for the next 359 days.
Konnichiwa Otakus!
Please pardon me for irritating you like this on a daily basis whenever you listen to your music as I know you may think I am manipulating you for my trauma which I clearly don’t do but just need to get things out of my system.
I’m currently 1 year clean of cutting my wrists as self-harm since the day before my birthday on December 9. as I have been humiliated, told I’m a man-child, & even retarded due to my high-functioning autism, social anxiety / generalized anxiety, & ptsd.
Normally, I listen to Naruto to Kill La Kill & Demon Slayer, & even Soul Eater in peace of thought whenever I leave out of the house daily before it gotten cold but with all the hate being encouraged about me online, I lost the spirit and energy to do so.
Not only I have agoraphobia but also not having any friends whatsoever as people give me smirky looks for having a mental illness let alone being out alone in public as I’m an introvert along dressing in geeky animes outfits.
I also had the courage to talk to a cute yet (TALL) 6’5 19 year old feminine boy from Massachusetts that had a Portugal Flag in his room I liked talking to on Snapchat from Omegle as I told him about my trust issues along being a rape victim and being really ugly and sadly, he BLOCKED me when he asked for a face photo of me. He even was supportive of my navel fetish as he even asked what fetishes I have and felt so guilty yet gloomy that I am not desired of anyone’s friendship let alone platonic connection.
I HAVE A WEAK HEART FOR REJECTION ANTHONY AND YOU MADE ME NOT WANT TO TRUST ANOTHER BOY AGAIN!
I also have been bullied on by a handful of people from a German (Detusch) music video I enjoy listening to daily by NENA named 99 Balloons and was told to snap out over my clinical depression and been seen as crazy for being 1 year clean.
I am just done of holding these strong feelings as they make me want to snap on the ones that yelled & or bullied me for not having any friends as I don’t have anyone and didn’t want to put any pressure on telling my mother about this of course as it’s better off snapping at a stranger that pushed me off the edge.
I’m also a mental hospital patient survivor & rape survivor and thought I can share that as well as being Homo AroAce.
Please don’t tell me “go see a therapist, go to a football or book club” to “talk to someone” or “it will get better” as I hear them constantly and I wouldn’t be like this as I didn’t choose to be mentally ill.
Once again, please pardon me for copying ’n’ pasting this comment daily as spam as it’s a reminder of Skully to stay alive daily without feeling the globe is too dark to live in out of loneliness and just want to LIVE!
Just like Robin from One Piece crying out her feelings as Luffy and the Straw Hats safe her from Ennies Lobby.
However, I feel it’s too late for anyone to save me from this eternal darkness as my clinical depression is too powerful for anyone to break through its dark aurora as it will affect you too of becoming depressed.
Just call me Depressed Skully as that’s who I am and I will never feel any joy when 2022 arrives during New Years’ Day as I most likely not be here.
*PS:* I can’t forgive the people back in Freshman Year of High School (That means you Ricardo Lopez) that bullied me for being Gay and acts Gay around his Straight friends and is one of the most popular kids in school.
I have paranoia of people (Anthropophobia) due to all the constant cyberbullying of false rumors about me on Discord to being seen as a Brownie meme of my face being inside a baby’s body and told I was an ugly monkey for being Black. I refuse to reply comments as I’m too traumatized to unless it’s a kindhearted comment which I most likely won’t bother reading as I get paranoid getting a notification from anyone.
*PSS:* A lot of people don’t believe what I go through and I totally acknowledge that as I can’t nor want to make you believe me as that’s YouTube for you.
I’m such a mistake for breathing Oxygen (O2) as I feel someone should take over my position to live a happy yet healthy life.
Other than that, please don’t let my daily spammy comment interfere with your day as you don’t even know who I am nor will you know who I am as I decided to stay anonymous and unreveal my face to protect my identity.
– Love, Skully 💀
Sat. Dec. 18. 2021 @ 1:08pm.
Day 236 🕷
Dias 56-64
I have not watched HxH but this song is still a bop
Hyōri Ittai (表裏一体) Lyrics
Woo ~ Woo ~
Woo ~ Woo ~
Asa o musabori yoru o hakidashi
Ikan to suru waga saga
Wakitatsu kono kanjoo wa
Shiro ka kuro ka
Mezasu mirai to oiteke bori ni shite kita kako
Nejire nagara guruguru to
Tsunagatte iru
Sugiyuku rasen ni me o hosomete
Fushigi na yume kara mi o noridashita
Hyoori ittai yubi de hajiku koin ga sora ni mau
Boku wa ittai docchi no ketsumatsu negau
Hyoori ittai hikari kagayaku hodo koku naru kage
Naraba doko e to mukatte yuku
Kasanatta futatsu no mirai
Woo ~ Woo ~
Guuzen o kataru hitsuzen
Tsunagaru wakaremichi
Doko made mo itsu made mo
Tsuite kuru kage
Nomikomu no ka terashidasu no ka
Aragau no ka subete o yurusu no ka
Jikari kurayami
Aijoo zoo o
Onaji ne o motsu tsuyoi kanjoo
Kioku no kanata ni te o nobashite
Kimi no iru basho e to sotto izanatte
Hyoori ittai yagate subete kieyuku sadame to shitta
Yue ni zettai kono te dake wa hanasanai
Joosha hissui aka ni somaru usu ake iro no shodo
Kusari o tachikitte mezameru ima
Miru n da tashika na sekai
In to yoo mono hazama de
Kodoo dake o kiiteiru
Ten to sen yo tsunagare
Ushinatta hibi no rekuiemu
Hyoori ittai yubi de hajiku koin ga sora ni mau
Boku wa ittai docchi no ketsumatsu negau
Hyoori ittai hikari kagayaku hodo koku naru kage
Kese nai kako sae hitomi sorasa nai
Kie yuku rasen ni me o korashite
Koosa shita karu to kage isshun no matataki
Isso kono mama ni toki o tojite
Kasanatta futatsu no mirai
Day 379
I got a 75 on my Physics final!!!!
Don’t understand a single word but still singing
Ya hace casi un año vi el anime y me enamoro igual que este tema genios
Skull Morning #7/#365: 💀🎅❄ (For aiming to be 2 years clean of cutting my wrists as self-harm from my traumas).
Listening to H×H Band daily for the next 358 days.
Konnichiwa Otakus!
Please pardon me for irritating you like this on a daily basis whenever you listen to your music as I know you may think I am manipulating you for my trauma which I clearly don’t do but just need to get things out of my system.
I’m currently 1 year clean of cutting my wrists as self-harm since the day before my birthday on December 9. as I have been humiliated, told I’m a man-child, & even retarded due to my high-functioning autism, social anxiety / generalized anxiety, & ptsd.
Normally, I listen to Naruto to Kill La Kill & Demon Slayer, & even Soul Eater in peace of thought whenever I leave out of the house daily before it gotten cold but with all the hate being encouraged about me online, I lost the spirit and energy to do so.
Not only I have agoraphobia but also not having any friends whatsoever as people give me smirky looks for having a mental illness let alone being out alone in public as I’m an introvert along dressing in geeky animes outfits.
I also had the courage to talk to a cute yet (TALL) 6’5 19 year old feminine boy from Massachusetts that had a Portugal Flag in his room I liked talking to on Snapchat from Omegle as I told him about my trust issues along being a rape victim and being really ugly and sadly, he BLOCKED me when he asked for a face photo of me. He even was supportive of my navel fetish as he even asked what fetishes I have and felt so guilty yet gloomy that I am not desired of anyone’s friendship let alone platonic connection.
I HAVE A WEAK HEART FOR REJECTION ANTHONY AND YOU MADE ME NOT WANT TO TRUST ANOTHER BOY AGAIN!
I also have been bullied on by a handful of people from a German (Detusch) music video I enjoy listening to daily by NENA named 99 Balloons and was told to snap out over my clinical depression and been seen as crazy for being 1 year clean.
I am just done of holding these strong feelings as they make me want to snap on the ones that yelled & or bullied me for not having any friends as I don’t have anyone and didn’t want to put any pressure on telling my mother about this of course as it’s better off snapping at a stranger that pushed me off the edge.
I’m also a mental hospital patient survivor & rape survivor and thought I can share that as well as being Homo AroAce.
Please don’t tell me “go see a therapist, go to a football or book club” to “talk to someone” or “it will get better” as I hear them constantly and I wouldn’t be like this as I didn’t choose to be mentally ill.
Once again, please pardon me for copying ’n’ pasting this comment daily as spam as it’s a reminder of Skully to stay alive daily without feeling the globe is too dark to live in out of loneliness and just want to LIVE!
Just like Robin from One Piece crying out her feelings as Luffy and the Straw Hats safe her from Ennies Lobby.
However, I feel it’s too late for anyone to save me from this eternal darkness as my clinical depression is too powerful for anyone to break through its dark aurora as it will affect you too of becoming depressed.
Just call me Depressed Skully as that’s who I am and I will never feel any joy when 2022 arrives during New Years’ Day as I most likely not be here.
*PS:* I can’t forgive the people back in Freshman Year of High School (That means you Ricardo Lopez) that bullied me for being Gay and acts Gay around his Straight friends and is one of the most popular kids in school.
I have paranoia of people (Anthropophobia) due to all the constant cyberbullying of false rumors about me on Discord to being seen as a Brownie meme of my face being inside a baby’s body and told I was an ugly monkey for being Black. I refuse to reply comments as I’m too traumatized to unless it’s a kindhearted comment which I most likely won’t bother reading as I get paranoid getting a notification from anyone.
A lot of people don’t believe what I go through and I totally acknowledge that as I can’t nor want to make you believe me as that’s YouTube for you.
I’m such a mistake for breathing Oxygen (O2) as I feel someone should take over my position to live a happy yet healthy life.
Other than that, please don’t let my daily spammy comment interfere with your day as you don’t even know who I am nor will you know who I am as I decided to stay anonymous and unreveal my face to protect my identity.
*PSS:* I’m slowing down on watching many of my animes songs as YouTube only gives me a limit to comment on so I deeply apologize for that. I also hope your Winter Week is toasty like Toaster Struddles if you’ve been seeing my comments lately. 👐♨👐
– Love, Skully 💀
Sun. Dec. 19. 2021 @ 3:45pm.
Day 237 Semester. Is. OVEEEEEEERR 😀 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!